Things I'm Freaking Out About Off and On, Part 1

[These go without saying: happy and healthy baby, how much baby will change our lives, whether or not we'll be good parents, labor and how much its going to hurt, etc.]

1. Can Spouse handle it if we have a girl? (More on this later...)
2. What if I end up having a really ugly baby? I am NOT one of those people who thinks that "every baby is cute." I personally know people who've had babies who are NOT objectively attractive and every time I see them I think, "Wow, that baby is not attractive." I KNOW that this is evil but I cant help it. What if the universe punishes me for this?!
3. Am I going to enjoy parenthood? I think I can do it, but will I actually like it?